She said she missed me
In painful ways
Made every attempt
To dis me
Late night in her dreams
She kissed me
Put up a front
Like she didn't need me
Lied to herself & friends
Of my existence
Treated me like figment
Of a sick imagination
An intense infatuation
Convinced herself that
The sex & passion
Was just a dream everlasting
A love hangover
Envisioned on graphic novels
Yet still she struggles
With reality

Composed by Keyan Scott

I want to engage you...
Ask the pertinent questions
That stimulate the realness in you.
I'm gonna get to the core of you
Hold a town call
To measure the love
That would be laid upon you.
I'm gonna impress you,
Reinforce the tickle in your heart,
Make it a burning light
A tuning fork to lead you home to key...
The beacon, shining bright

Would’ve came back for you
I just needed time
To do what I had to do
Caught in the life
I can’t let it go

Whether that’s right
I will never know
Hope you forgive me
Never meant wrong
Tried to be patient
Waited too long

But I woulda came back
But I woulda came back
woulda came back
woulda came back

She stole kisses
As I knelt
At my lowest point
Hung my head in shame
Took the blame for the past
Bled my soul, played no games
Butterfly kisses
Led to deep emotional bliss
But no further it went
Pushed away in guilt
Like a red eye flight
In the night she bolted
Left nothing but a faint scent
Of cucumber & green tea
I faded to scene 3
No longer could we be
I remain in defeat
Fell deep into broken hearted sleep

composed by Keyan

A presence of ill repute has awakened.
I find myself shaken
Tried to resist & never faking
Try to tear me down
But I don't hasten
The charge meant for God
I stand tall for the taken
Wish you could clear your mind
Reflect the hearts that you breaking
Understand the depth to which
Lives might be taken
Case of mistaken identity
Could end ones eternity
Essentially divert ones
Passion for diversity
Come hither, got a poem to share
In the rear, hopefully we can then end everything.

Fade to Obsidian

Composed by Keyan

My fingers itch
Can't resist the urge
Just push through my wrists
As my pen & pad
Enjoy your kiss
From morning unto night
I been penning this

Because it is
Often hard not to write
A song about her
Seems she's painted
On my brain
I try hard to fight
Can't speak without
Mentioning her name
Can't you see her painted
On my brain

I have other plans
She has made me an
Instant slave to my hands
Not invited but
There she stands
On top of my mind
Painting all these designs


Often hard not to write
A song about her
Seems she's painted
On my brain
I try hard to fight
Can't speak without
Mentioning her name
Can’t you see her painted
On my brain


Give me a paint brush
Do me a favor
And don't touch me
Cause I can't stop
The art of you
Breaking my heart

Often hard
Not to write
A song about her
Seems she's painted
On my brain
Baby Girl....
I tried hard to fight
Can't speak without
Mentioning her name
Baby...
Can't you see her painted
On my brain

Lover you brought me love
Gave me piece of mind
And I'll be there for you
As you've been there for me a 1,000 times...

I'll do just as you've done
For you that brought me love
It's you who brought me love
How many times in your life can you find
A lover who's loving forever
Never asking for anything more
Who's there in the end

Now I touch your face
Holding you tonight
Knowing we've got tomorrow
And for all we've come through 
We'll get by...

These words won't say enough
For you who brought me love
It's you who brought me love
It's you that brought me love
Cause you, you brought me love...........

Making Love to you
Is like a million butterflies fluttering
In rhythmic cadence
A pace so intense
I loose control of my senses
I drift off to worlds uncharted
Visions of mythology, Greek in nature
I feel like a Titan in a new Era
Putting on shows in the Pantheon
Engrossed in the path we on
Climatic conclusions fill all voids
It's like my hearts restored
What's ya pleasure
Tonight I'm your toy
Like a Minotaur
Playing a Sitar
I ram you right
Not just your body
But your soul right...
Sending you into uncontroled
Convultions & visions
A mythological Heaven...

Composed by Keyan

I think I hurt her feelings, but she hurt mine first...

I sent a scathing email, won't tell you all the details
But we won't be picking sea shells
By the sea shore, no longer no more.
I'm sure I'll miss her for sure... & right now I'm so bored...
No more dynamic duo as she's single once more.

Popped a bottle of Moscato... Mahalo, yet it still feels hollow, home alone without you...

Sitting here alone
A by myself meeting
Contemplating & plotting
Strategizing & formulating
Ulterior motives & ways
To get hold of
Your heart
A broken system
Like static cling hits them
Time to step back
Rearrange my thinking
I lost you many times
Along with pieces of me
The design is simple
Enter your soul
From your temple
Presence felt
Prominent like a pimple
More enticing then your dimples
Lord knows I'm wrong
For the way that I dig you
My clementine
More than a friend of mine
I often lag behind
To stay familiar
I watch you from behind
All mine...
A moment lost in time
Loves a crime
I'm guilty as charged
Embezzled emotions & trust
Fortified it with lust
Crimes of passion unjust
Greeted your advances
With passionate kisses
More than a misdemeanor
Those thighs, get in between'em
I'm dreaming...


Written by Keyan 11/24/10

Please tell me you hate me so I can move on...
Tell me I'm nothing, I don't turn you on...
Tell me I'm worthless, I can't take you home...
With me, for me, my love don't keep you warm...
If I was a slave, sex wouldn't be my trade...
I couldn't please you if I was all you knew...
Crush me, beat me, tear me in two...
Tell me your woman's worth exceeds the width of my plate...
Not even in God's vision, could I be your fate...
Incompatible nature polar opposites at best...
My love for you isn't even 2nd best...
It's not fear, is detest-ation...
I'm a worthless specimen...
If you were on your death bed I'd be the worst medicine...
Get gone, get ghost, arrivadirche...
Get the F*** away from me...
Tell it like it is cuz I was never worth THEE!!

Written by Keyan 11/9/10 @9:15pm

I explored you, adored you, beneath & above the sheets
Hovered above you in mornings
Watching you sleep

It was out of body
Went from beneath to above you hottie
Celestial, I swam through your essence
A mid morning blessing
My eyes still undressing
Not your body but your soul
Explored & mastered your outer core
Now your soul I'm in fore
Heart possession is my strongest weapon
Trying to get you closer to Heaven
I'm not a cherubim, but I think of together, when
We can be Souls of Mischief
Operation take control before you wake up
Take hold of your inner soul
Rearrange your outer mold (with out makeup)
Design you just for me

All of this love for free
The sacrifice, merely a dream
Erased past lives
Condensed ya memories to faint dreams
All that remains is, WE


Composed by Keyan Scott 07/01/10 @11am

Operation Relocation is complete...

It only took 1 year to actually pull the trigger on the move out of the valley but at least I got it done before the real summer heat rolled in this time around! Although I can be a bit picky & have changed my mind on what I'm willing to pay for rent... I feel good because I seem to have chosen the right place for my needs at this time. My plan last year was to get just south of the valley & be in the cool climate of Santa Monica, but the ultimate goal was to be closer to my lil'mama & I was finally able to do that. So now its time to get familiar with my surroundings and prepare myself for the routine of packing lunches & cooking dinner for the little one for more than just the weekend and getting her to & from summer camp and soon school... I'm up for he challenge and praise God for the opportunity.